random thoughts

i feel a growing tenderness towards my new laptop. it grows in blue light. what should the mouse colour be? blue too? or red? green purple black? it reminded me of twelv cafe, and chill too.

reader's digest said u should let your cat seek you out instead of visiting him. hmm...my cat Totoro. he got free meals and all the freedom and my love. i wonder if he got any fan nao? the dogs, maybe. still~ he even got pure white kittens. so uberly cute:P

im so envious with the new building in my previous previous school! its so so pretty! imagine doing homework in the library where you can look out to the scenery outside through the big big window...i wanna go in...

hectic

ive been doing boring shoppings these few days, like traditional chinese perut sakit medicine, water boiler, adaptors, table lamps, headphones(so hard to cari!) and yay i have a laptop. havent charged it yet. all black.
ya so all day buy these stuffs, and these 2 nights i stayed at home so BananaFreak you wanna come over to play wii? with Alison and Joan? you guys will be very welcomed:D just msg beforehand

lol i was chatting with this guy and we were talking about our physics tchers in md:

(he) says:
My physics teacher, Mr A. is an excellent person
i said:
my physics tcher, Mr B is an excellent tcher too haha

lots more compliments for Mr.A why not B? caz he so famous good liao no need me to advertise liao la:P lol kidding!
very rewarding to be a good tcher le if i were them i would be really touched lols

im trying to eat what i like in brunei caz i wont find the same taste if i went uni there
sugar bun burger
mamih nasi lemak
tofu flower

what else?

HAPPY BURFDAE

XIANG JIAO BOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may ALL your wishes come true.. and hope yew enjoy your day, wid us =pppppppppppppppp

and OH before i end dis, i would lyk to say.........











wo bu mai tofu tofu tofu tofu~ =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

have yew fallen in LOVE wid jaydarling<3 ??????? =pppppppppppppp

i dowanna grow up

now, after results are out.. it's time for us to decide our future.. to decide which path we're going to take.. where we're going to go.. wad we're going to study =/

alley's going to study in aussie and leaving in a few months' time..

ping might be going to singapore.. if so, she'll be leaving within a few weeks' time..

mayi was offered a scholarship from a nz uni.. and she's still deciding whether she shud go for it.. if so, she'll be leaving in ONE WEEK's time..

glo's going to study overseas as well.. it's jus a matter of time when she's leaving..

and as for myself, i'm still unsure of wad course i'm going to take up.. actuarial or accounting? i'm still unsure of wad kind of life i wanna live.. i'm still unsure whether i wan a reli good job wid reli good pay or jus live a simple life wid my family and earn a stable salary every month.. i feel lyk i've been taking a lot of things for granted.. i shud haf prepared earlier and decide which path i'm going to take.. now i feel so.. undecisive is de word =SSSSSSSS

i feel lyk we're not taught to prepare for our life after a-lvls.. i mean not all of us are 100% sure of wad course we wanna take.. nevertheless, we (de unprepared ones) haf ourselves to blame =X but us, at this age, with this limited period of time, to choose a degree course to decide wad our future is going to be like is jus.. well i dono the right word to use here but i jus feel lyk we haf too little time to decide for smth THIS big.. and as for those whu are already very sure of wad they're going to do and where they're going to go, good for yew! and no i'm not gonna say things lyk those nvr gif up blabla things.. but seriously, don gif up =X HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it's time lyk these i wish i'm still a little kid.. no need to think so much and jus haf fun wid my frens.. jus lyk my days in md wid non other than the 4 beloved frens of mine and of course everyone else dat i shared laughter with throughout my school+college years..

althou we've been spending a lot of time together when we're in md.. see one another everyday lagi tu.. but i still feel de time we haf is lyk so limited.. i dowan them to leave so fast =((( i wish we still haf time to do things dat we've been planning to do since LONG LONG time ago which till now are still left undone..

our first ever pic togeder.. this is one pic i'm going to treasure a lot =)

i dowanna grow up so fast =(((((((((((((((

BOO! =ppppppppp

I'M BACK PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



MISS MEEEEEEE?????????????? =pppppppppppp

banananafreak =D

ehlaaaaa stop being fussy laaaa.. BananaFreak and bananafreak and BANANAFREAK and ????? are ALL THE SAME WAAAAA!!!!! not much diff so don make so much fuss out of it =ppppp

see! yew so special! i write a blog post JUST FOR YEW!!!! so yew shud be happy and i shall call yew with a very very cute cute name..

banananafreak

and DONT COMPLAIN SO MUCH!!!

wid MANY MANY lovesss,
jayanne =D

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search for the OMG dat is spelt wrongly in de paragraph above =p HAHAHAHA

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!! de so many OMGs are actually for.. well nth not very important really =p actually.. my cute guy's fine so yaaa =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i LOVE this blog!! nx time if anything happens i'll jus write on this blog and then everything will be fine the very next day! i haf faith in yew, blog =D HAHAHAHAHAA


banananafreak: thanx for de comments yew've been flooding our blog with.. really really REALLY appreciate it.. and yes.. i don k if yew're bananafreak or BananaFreak or ????? jus keep de comments coming in yes? we'll love yew for dat!! =D or at least, alibatu will =ppppppp


i am SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

=(((((((((((((((((((((((

it's been long since i last heard from my cute guy =(((((((((((((( 3 eff-ing days!!!!!!! =((((((((((((

i tried calling him and all i get is "sry de no. yew haf dialled is unreachable............." wad does it mean? he off-ed his fone? for 3 freaking days? no one in their right mind would do dat.. phone lost? no. can be retrieved ma!!

de last time i msg-ed with him was 3 nites ago when he was driving on his way home.. and since then no news =///////////

i know yew know what i'm thinking.. someone please get the negativities off me =SSSSSSSS


bananafreak: i dowan loans now! i wan news from him! =(((


it's times like these i really wish i own a gps system to track him down =((((((((

Career Choices? = Headaches x_X

haha okay this one's gonna be a little weird(this is sooo like me LOL)but im stuck with 2 career choices LOL.and i have no idea which to pick XD so here they are :

Bachelor of Mass Comm (goes on to be in film/public relations/journalist)

Bachelor of Hotel Management (goes on to do hospitality tourism and all that chef kitchen thingy)

Yesh and im stuck between these 2...you know why?XD I love languages, i love to write and i love to talk!XD that goes for option no.1. Then again I love travelling, I love Cooking =O(weird i know) and I love Food & Beverage management! So like i said..im stuck lol..Can anyone see me doing any of these in the future?HAHAHA xD

I had some comments from a few friends tho ..Ping said me choosing hospitality and tourism is a good thing!cause whenever i tell her about food she says that she gets hungry and her stomach starts growling LOL..so me talking to people can...make them hungry?LOL now thats the funniest comment i've ever heard XD Hahaha..then again, Leen said she cant see me doing these jobs so now im even more confused on what to take LOL, what to do what to do?what to choose what to choose?Anyone have any comments for these 2?Anyone at all?someone save me!XDXDXD

Actually, I'd have taken computer gaming or something but my math SUCKS(seriously it does o.o) My parents have always been good at math and yet, out comes me who is totally blank at math x_X really i try and try and tryyyy to get Math(im talking about pure math,stats and mechs i can grab) i just cant X_X so technically since computer stuffs need a GREAT deal of Math,i suppose i'd just be doing the same thing i did at A lvls which would be..sucking at it..because when people can do 7+5 in less than a second..i take like..3-4 seconds.seriously.i.kid.you.not. LOL xD ah well enough bout math xD

I got a new book today!(2 actually but lol)and i'm in LOVE with it!(altho it weighs 2 kilograms x_X) and it costs relatively cheap for a book/dictionary of this size o.o; $62 bucks! hahaha XD

(I know it looks small but believe me it isnt xD)
(when compared to the final harry Potter Book in size)
(compared to the harry potter book in thickness.okay i know its upside down but who cares XD)

Yesh if you saw the title of the book and was thinking "why in the world did you buy that book?" the answer is because i LOVE mythology..okay not LOVE..its more like LOOOOOOVEEEEEE..i think including this book i have...5 books on mythology xD (okay wait, 6 actually.the other book i bought had something to do with greek mythology XD) Yesh i love the stories of all the Gods and Goddess and the Heroes and Heroines and stories of great battles fought between men, countries hoping to expand their empire as well as fights between the gods and men..okay i should stop now XD and i should go to bed hahahaha XD G'night! Cyaaaa~

P/S : To ppl reading our posts(if there are any)...Commenttttttt pleaaase?XD hahahaha or else we feel like no one ish reading =OOO and that makes us SADDDDDDD and we dont feel like posting T___________T HAHAHAHAHAHA so yeah =P Sankk youuu!Leavee your comments =P (or i'll eat yer hats!XD okay that was random)

no, this isnt some suicide note o.o;

I should be asleep now o.o; i know lol but mehh o.o;; its raining outside and friends still were chatting with me haha so hmm yesh..and since i have to wake up at 6.30ish tomoro i only get about 3 hours ish make that 2 hours of sleep o.o; and me going to sleep now will definately result in me sleeping through my alarm clock o.o;(yet again XD) and leen killing me trying to get me up to go gym at 7 LOL XD so mehhh i shall attempt to blog o.o; though my butt is seriously freezing off(im sitting on the floor X_X)

Okay today is a very uneventful day considering that i didnt go anywhere...at all(okay for dinner yes la but that was like what?40 mins?lol)So i had dinner at Hua Hua (bah kut teh FTW!) with my mom and my maid,aida.. cause my dad had some hospital function what not he had to go to..After i got back from that, my bro(tutong one) was on msn being his usual funny self and added 2 of my other friends(Ting and Joy) into the convo xD..Haha so we joked about this 'incident' involving Hamsters and Cd's(Hahaha xD im sure you know what i mean you guys =P) and their hmmm reputation in our school(MD that is) and stuffs XD...really they're nice(albeit a little cuckoo XD) people o.o; i wonder how the heck did some people come to misunderstand them so much o.O; but mehh its not my business to pry into what other people are thinking correct?XD so i guess we just gotta see how things build up from there..

So after Ting and Joy went to bed(that was about 10.30) I was back talking to my bro who then again invited his little brother and a few friends into the convo which somehow ended in me getting invited to his brother's bday party this thursday night lol(thanks for inviting me, di di XD)Anyone wanna come with me?XD(anyone at all?hahahaha xD)now i just gotta figure out howta get my butt over to tutong for that LOL xD and presents o.o; i forgot to ask what he likes!(goddamit XD) and i got to meet some of their other wacko friends(i mean that in a good way..no, really XD)haha yeah anyway so bro and di di(my bro's lilbrother) mentioned a certain 'someone' who wanted to ________ their________ down(sorry to you other dudes but mehh i think this info shouldnt be said out...that openly) o.o some ppl are just so EMO y'know?

Um hm..Now that i think about it, i really wonder..how a small problem can be blown up to XXXXL size due to a few rumours here and there that may/or may not even be true?its like "WAR OF THE WORDS" here or something..and really all the hating on each other thing should really stop y'know?WHERE IS TEH LOOOVE PPL?Just cause you're pissed doesnt mean you start a Full scale war or something right?o.o; plus i mean if the person apologized couldnt you like forgive and forget or something?Haha this kind of brings back some memories of when i was a kid(ohkay yeahhh i know im still a kid now but meh xD)..we had some really silly misunderstandings and its like "no i dont FRIEND YOU LIAO!" sorta thing xD Hahaha (childish i know XD but everyone goes thru that phase true?XD) tho i'm really glad all of us sorted it out ^^; cause we learn from our mistakes right?and not being friends actually kinda made us closer friends somehow in a weird and funny kind of way xD (something like that saying that goess...ehhh "absence makes the heart grow fonder"? ohkay so its not LOVE kinda love but its more of a friendship/brotherlysisterly/group love thing...ohkay im not making sense so..MOVING ON XD)

I really am glad to have met each and everyone of my friends(yesh that includes you, you, you, you, you and all of you XD) even though just for a brief moment..All of you, changed my life in one way or another, sorta helped mould me into what i am today!(yesh that sounded weird, like you all were sculptors or something xD)and yesh i get influenced by alot of you(for e.g annez's 'HAHAHA' that i cant seem to shake off o.o;;;;;;) so I just wanted to expresss my gratituuuuudeee and say THANK YOUUU to all of youuuuze!(and yesh that includes people who are hating on me right now(if there are any that is) o.o;;; im sure there are some hidden ones around?XD HAHAHAHAHA okay im being silly)

So anyways!Thank youuuuu alllll =D and ehh this post is weird...and very unlike me(or is it?o.O;)since im a very weird person xD so yeahh!Hahahaha =D I need candy..or coffee o.o;;; I NEED TO STAY AWAKE! =O -rushes off to raid the fridge- Seeee yahhh!

P/S: (to bro) HAH! THERE! SEEE! I POSTED! o.o; tho i never quite imagined it ending up so long o.o;;; LOL XD EIII when bring me limteh in your sports car or mercedes ah?XD LOOOOL so yeah you ask me post something and i did so COMMENT or i will make you into mince meat MWAHAHAHAHAHA!(i sound so scary i scare myself o.o; LOL XD)