i dowanna grow up

now, after results are out.. it's time for us to decide our future.. to decide which path we're going to take.. where we're going to go.. wad we're going to study =/

alley's going to study in aussie and leaving in a few months' time..

ping might be going to singapore.. if so, she'll be leaving within a few weeks' time..

mayi was offered a scholarship from a nz uni.. and she's still deciding whether she shud go for it.. if so, she'll be leaving in ONE WEEK's time..

glo's going to study overseas as well.. it's jus a matter of time when she's leaving..

and as for myself, i'm still unsure of wad course i'm going to take up.. actuarial or accounting? i'm still unsure of wad kind of life i wanna live.. i'm still unsure whether i wan a reli good job wid reli good pay or jus live a simple life wid my family and earn a stable salary every month.. i feel lyk i've been taking a lot of things for granted.. i shud haf prepared earlier and decide which path i'm going to take.. now i feel so.. undecisive is de word =SSSSSSSS

i feel lyk we're not taught to prepare for our life after a-lvls.. i mean not all of us are 100% sure of wad course we wanna take.. nevertheless, we (de unprepared ones) haf ourselves to blame =X but us, at this age, with this limited period of time, to choose a degree course to decide wad our future is going to be like is jus.. well i dono the right word to use here but i jus feel lyk we haf too little time to decide for smth THIS big.. and as for those whu are already very sure of wad they're going to do and where they're going to go, good for yew! and no i'm not gonna say things lyk those nvr gif up blabla things.. but seriously, don gif up =X HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it's time lyk these i wish i'm still a little kid.. no need to think so much and jus haf fun wid my frens.. jus lyk my days in md wid non other than the 4 beloved frens of mine and of course everyone else dat i shared laughter with throughout my school+college years..

althou we've been spending a lot of time together when we're in md.. see one another everyday lagi tu.. but i still feel de time we haf is lyk so limited.. i dowan them to leave so fast =((( i wish we still haf time to do things dat we've been planning to do since LONG LONG time ago which till now are still left undone..

our first ever pic togeder.. this is one pic i'm going to treasure a lot =)

i dowanna grow up so fast =(((((((((((((((

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it's been long since i last heard from my cute guy =(((((((((((((( 3 eff-ing days!!!!!!! =((((((((((((

i tried calling him and all i get is "sry de no. yew haf dialled is unreachable............." wad does it mean? he off-ed his fone? for 3 freaking days? no one in their right mind would do dat.. phone lost? no. can be retrieved ma!!

de last time i msg-ed with him was 3 nites ago when he was driving on his way home.. and since then no news =///////////

i know yew know what i'm thinking.. someone please get the negativities off me =SSSSSSSS


bananafreak: i dowan loans now! i wan news from him! =(((


it's times like these i really wish i own a gps system to track him down =((((((((

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why are people so mean to me tonite? =(((((((((((




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