alley's going to study in aussie and leaving in a few months' time..
ping might be going to singapore.. if so, she'll be leaving within a few weeks' time..
mayi was offered a scholarship from a nz uni.. and she's still deciding whether she shud go for it.. if so, she'll be leaving in ONE WEEK's time..
glo's going to study overseas as well.. it's jus a matter of time when she's leaving..
and as for myself, i'm still unsure of wad course i'm going to take up.. actuarial or accounting? i'm still unsure of wad kind of life i wanna live.. i'm still unsure whether i wan a reli good job wid reli good pay or jus live a simple life wid my family and earn a stable salary every month.. i feel lyk i've been taking a lot of things for granted.. i shud haf prepared earlier and decide which path i'm going to take.. now i feel so.. undecisive is de word =SSSSSSSS
i feel lyk we're not taught to prepare for our life after a-lvls.. i mean not all of us are 100% sure of wad course we wanna take.. nevertheless, we (de unprepared ones) haf ourselves to blame =X but us, at this age, with this limited period of time, to choose a degree course to decide wad our future is going to be like is jus.. well i dono the right word to use here but i jus feel lyk we haf too little time to decide for smth THIS big.. and as for those whu are already very sure of wad they're going to do and where they're going to go, good for yew! and no i'm not gonna say things lyk those nvr gif up blabla things.. but seriously, don gif up =X HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it's time lyk these i wish i'm still a little kid.. no need to think so much and jus haf fun wid my frens.. jus lyk my days in md wid non other than the 4 beloved frens of mine and of course everyone else dat i shared laughter with throughout my school+college years..
althou we've been spending a lot of time together when we're in md.. see one another everyday lagi tu.. but i still feel de time we haf is lyk so limited.. i dowan them to leave so fast =((( i wish we still haf time to do things dat we've been planning to do since LONG LONG time ago which till now are still left undone..
our first ever pic togeder.. this is one pic i'm going to treasure a lot =)i dowanna grow up so fast =(((((((((((((((
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Sigh..reading about it makes me feel so depressed..our camping trip..our check in..our holiday overseas together...to seria..to tutong..to everywhere..so much to do..so little time..
Somehow when i see our first picture together i cant help but notice the poster of those 4 girls in the background..and guess what..the position mayi is standing at..that girl wears specs too..and the position im at..short hair..haha..coincidence?sigh im really going to miss all of you.. ><
haha.. same feeling as u now..
didnt really know wat to do now lol..
sigh~
U cant be that selfish, let them go... the sooner they go the sooner they return 2 u... i know its hard for u but its their life n its nt like u guys r nt gonna c each other again... its nt the end of the world... when there is a will there is a way... n dont be sad js be ur cheerful self n everyday is a brand new day... we onli have 1 chance 1 life 1 soul so lets live it a happy 1 so even u die u can still be a happy ghost.... beside u should even take this as a challenge 2 c who ur real frens r... real fren wont forget each other even when one of them is dead(i dont mean u guys js an example...) we must grow up n face the truth... js like me i admit that i hate *** well maybe cos im jealous of him being so talented(i never tho that i would even type this out but yea...)
well look at the bright side when ur a kid u donno wats enjoy n fun n being around wif ur fren... but nw u can c the differences u drive them around go here n there its fun no? but once u get older around 25++ u guys can go on a trip n such... 30++ bring ur kids 2 the park... 35++ show off ur kids talent.. 50++ children getting married... 55++ play wif grandchildren.. 60++ hang out wif fren play mahjong... life dont js end this 1 c... u guys still can have fun 2gether till the end of the world =)
i think thats all for nw... hope u dont find me irritating =)
awww.. this blog is so touching.. =) i felt the same way too ; unprepared wil be my word.. becuz it's not i dontknow how to decide but i cant decide, cuz of my results.. but anyways.. i wish YOU ALL all the best and hope the best in all of our future undertakings.. keep in touchh! Hehehe..
thank yeeew joan for your friendship:) yew know whereever u go u can kinda pick up the habits of ppl yew've met b4?i kinda picked up your "yew" sometimes..:P
no no i think so long liao what i want to be in the future since when? 2 years at least, and all the reaearch i did, but look at me now:P
ok...im indecisive lo i guess..
im mayi btw, i cant remember my username currently
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